I'm a GOD fearing man, who loves people of all creeds and colors. I love life and giving, but I have gave and no one is giving back when I am in need. A family man, devout church goer, hard working man that is seeking just a little peace in this life. I have lost love ones and friends that were dear to me each of the last past four years. It seems as though I can't find any peace nowhere anymore. I'm tired and getting weaker by the day, my will power is escaping me slowly each day. Once a happy man, but now sadness has taken over. The devil just won't leave me alone. What is that I have that he wants. I am poor, average intelligence, and nothing is special about me. What does the devil want from me.